ABOUT LITTLE CHRIS
and how he became a freak...
I first heard about
Little Chris when I was learning about men who enlarge their
genitals with large quantities of silicone. It's an
underground procedure that no doctor in the modern world would
perform - at least not openly. Most of the men who are
interested in this unusual fetish go to Mexico for their injections,
although many have found their own private sources in the U.S. and
Europe. Some even inject themselves. The results are
permanent. Only major surgery can remove silicone after it's
been injected directly into the body.
Little Chris's story
is unique. He's an introverted, soft-spoken man, who isn't a
natural exhibitionist by any means. Many years ago, he started
dating a doctor named Jeff. Dr. Jeff had injected himself with
very small amounts of silicone - nothing that anyone would notice -
but he did share his interest with Chris, including the fact that he
was obtaining the silicone by stealing it from the hospital where he
Chris was highly
intrigued with the eccentric doctor, and their relationship quickly
grew very close. One day, Dr. Jeff asked Chris if he could
inject his penis and scrotum with a small amount of silicone so that
they could be "twins". Reluctant, but also excited by the
idea, Chris agreed to having a small amount injected.
They continued dating,
and fell in love. But there was a dark side associated with
Jeff's love: Unbeknownst to Chris, Jeff was a jealous,
possessive man who essentially wanted to "own" Chris for the rest of
his life. He hated it when other men would even look at
Chris. His thoughts turned sinister: If only he could do
something to make Chris unattractive to others, he thought, Chris
would never leave him.
Dr. Jeff had always
wondered if it was possible to inject large amounts of silicone into
the genitals, and what the effects would be. The scientist in
Jeff loved to experiment, however, he couldn't risk experimenting on
himself in such an unconventional way. But then there was
Chris - innocent, naive, and vulnerable.
Jeff came up with a
plan: He would turn Chris into a silicone freak! This
would satisfy both his interest in medical experimentation and his
desire to control Chris's life.
The next time they
met, Jeff talked Chris into letting him inject "just a little more"
silicone, a scenario that repeated itself every weekend for months.
Each time they met, Jeff would tell Chris that he "looked great",
but that he would look even better with "just a little more"
In addition to
fulfilling his craven desire to conduct bizarre medical experiments,
Dr. Jeff was thrilled to see that he was moving Chris toward
becoming even more isolated and uncomfortable in social situations.
This pattern continued for months until Dr. Jeff had finally
achieved his sadistic dream: He had successfully turned Chris
into a freak - for life.
Although Chris was now
seriously uncomfortable with his physical predicament, he
rationalized the situation by telling himself that he was
emotionally happy with Jeff, and so their relationship continued.
Approximately one year
later, tragedy struck: Jeff suffered a major heart attack and
died instantly. Chris was traumatized. He lost the one
person who could fully understand him, but worse - he was stuck with
monster-sized genitals that couldn't be hidden. Chris never
dated anyone again.
Today, Chris lives
alone in a small, one-bedroom house. I've talked with him
about possibly having the silicone surgically removed, but I know it
won't be easy for him, even if he can find a way to do it. One
challenge is simply finding a surgeon willing to take on such an
unusual procedure, but then there are the potentially astronomical
costs involved, and Chris is not a wealthy man, by any means.
I believe a bigger problem for Chris is his extreme introversion.
Even in his own house, he sometimes can hardly speak to other
people. I've known many who have attempted to reach out to
Chris, only to give up in frustration over Chris's inability to
connect with others.
I do hope to see Chris
happy someday. I've invited him to appear in other movies
because I know he could use the money, but not surprisingly, he's
said that he's not comfortable with that idea. I totally
If you see him walking
(or waddling) down the streets of San Diego, be sure to say hello to
him for me. Believe me - you can't miss Little Chris.
People stare and point at him every time he walks out the door.
The irony of Little
Chris's story is incredible. By enlarging Chris's genitals to
circus-sized proportions, Dr. Jeff buried him even deeper in his
social isolation, while at the same time, he ensured that Chris
would forever attract attention from strangers in public - exactly
the opposite of what he had in mind for his little friend.